Kau Curang!!

Hi blog...hemmm..look at this title above, well tajuk tu tiada kena mengena dengan writer dan disekelilinya ya..i just remembered one case a few years ago..one man admitted tu the ward from jumping out from a moving car..he sustained head injury and multiple fractures on his body..the unfortunate man's injuries was so serious and the chance of survival is very thin..and there he was..lying down helplessly..to cut the story short, he actually had an argument with his girlfriend and jumping out of the car..well, we don't know the real reason and story why he did that..but the truth was..he is a married man..and yeah kira dia curang la bah tu kan?well, i don't want to talk more on his medical condition and so on lah....then in the ward a health worker( no need to mention la the profesyen la kan) incharged said, nah sapa suruh ko jahat sama bini ko!..ko tidak kesian ka sama bini ko jaga anak etc lepas tu ko ada scandal lagi..! lebih kurang macam tu lah..tulis lebih2 macam saya pun tidak sanggup mau tulis..well, at first i agreed with the health worker..but then, i was like..am i judging him?who are we to judge him?who are we to tell him serve his right?we are just a human being with lots of sin..we are just a human being who also make lots of mistakes..who are we to judge not only him but anyone else??..macam ter insaf juga lah sikit disitu..so guys if anything happen to enybody, don't judge!maybe he or she have their own reason etc..we are not living in their life, we are not walking in their shoes! and so yeahh..don't judge ya kawan2..

10Years Anniversary

Hello my Blog...i can't believe this blog is already exist for 10 years now! Kadang2 syok juga baca entry 10 tahun yang lalu..and ada entry yang saya sudah lupa kejadian dia..oh my!i'm becoming so forgetful now..i need to do some exercises to my brain so that my grey matter won't decrease so much..kasi my sel2 otak berhubung!read books, counting without calculator etc..ini, sikit2 kira pakai kalkulator..surfing internet, social media, scrolling through Intagram etc..apa tidak jadi pelupa.Ayoyo!
So, yeah..hows life now..i'm 37 years old makcik now..looking at the mirror, i can sense the 'tua'ness on my face..is it because i do look old or i didn't take care of my skin/face that well..i think its both!lucky, todays phone camera got IA/filter so you can have flawless skin in the picture..hah!!you can look even 10 years younger. Wow Amazing!anyway,happy anniversary to my blog..i think i want to write more from now on..wish me luck! 

Syukur Selalu

Hai blog..how are you? hows your work today?..hari ini adalah salah satu hari yang sangat menyedihkan bagi saya..well, as a physiotherapist working in the ICU unit, i have the opportunity to witness a bit of the sadness inside the ICU..hari ini saya mnyaksikan satu 'pemergian' seorang anak berusia 10 tahun..mendengar tangisan dan raungan kesedihan seorang ibu yg tahu akan kehilangan seorang anak, it breaks my heart into pieces as i'm a mother too..i can't imagine the pain she has to go through..then i said to myself..when i go home, i want to kiss and hug my daughter..i'm very thankful that i still have my child that i can see and touch and hug..i thank to Allah for still giving me a chance to see my babygirl laughing,crying,smiling,talking..be thankful of what we have now..just be thankful of anything we have now..we don't know what lies ahead and just be thankful for today and pray for tomorrow..to the mother who lost her little angel today..be strong mama..your child belongs to heaven now..be strong!...